Live For The Future.
For anyone know that knows me best, they know I'm a deep thinker and I always watch what I say before I say it, in different ways of life these characteristics are gifts and curses. I say that because it causes me to think through difficult situations but at the same time some situations don't allow you to think and reflect for so long, it's more about your instinct than you trying to analyze things. With that being said, I always think about my future everyday, and I do mean EVERYDAY. it can be in a positive or negative light, but most likely it's you not knowing and it leaves you wondering, hoping for the best. The main thing I reflect on each day is my career, I hold many talents which leads to many options and me wondering will I succeed in one specific option for the long haul. My parents keep pushing this specific career upon me, but as I get deeper and deeper in the career, I start to dislike it and I know within myself I don't want to stress the rest of my life doing this thing I don't love. Things I love doing is making my lord and myself happy first of all, by just being myself. Putting smiles on my family's face because I'm succeeding in the things that I love doing and exchanging stories with people everyday because everybody has one and I just want to make them feel that someone cares to know whats going on in their life. Another thing I think about is my future with young ladies, because I had my share with some but I'm really just trying to find right one and appreciate her. As a male in this society, we take a lot of things for granted, especially women. It's many men in this world that don't understand a woman's worth and don't care to, but at least I'm trying to level with them at any possible chance I can. It's just my initiative to be her best friend and be that someone that she deeply cares about. Recently, My father and I were talking the other night, we were on one specific topic and he just stopped in mid sentence and said that "he was proud of me."After he said that, I said in my mind "It cant be me, he is talking about", because I feel guilt built in myself for some reason. It's probably me being hard on myself for doing things in the past, With that being in brain, he said he was proud of me because I'm finally living out a portion of used to be a dream three years ago, and he respected how I always had a vision to pursue this, and not being distracted by anyone who tried to downplay it because he knew that I knew this would be bigger than anyone would assume. After he said that, my emotions were going crazy inside of me, I really felt honored and I wanted cry. This statement was coming from my hero, and him seeing my dream was enough to make me feel thankful for the rest of my life. That moment inspired to go even harder on everything That I Love Doing and This Blog is one of those things, so I thank every person who chose to view this site, you could've been anywhere else, but you chose The Modern Life and I thank every one of you readers. This is my advice to you, If you have a dream of what you love doing follow it because if your vision is great enough for YOU to SEE thats all that matters. If you follow that, at the end of the day y'all will be the "Dreamers of Yesterday, Activists of Today and Examples Of Tomorrow"
P.S. : I learned A lot of things in this world, and I know for fact that these words will be with me until the day I leave for my grave .
Peace and Love,
Gregory "G.Class" Harris
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